In the end I still get attracted to women but mostly just emotionally, though I always got emotionally attracted to people regardless of their gender all my life. I like being tied up and told what to do otherwise id be to shy and would end up not doing much, but I'm easily led which makes me very obedient. I felt kinda shy about my submissiveness to other guys so eventually that got me into bondage. And after a while neither did the guy porn. Then gradually the furry porn I watched didnt have to be feminine to turn me on. Then I started watching gay porn but only if they were really feminine and I thought it was just a fantasy and not something id carry out. I used to watch straight furry porn, then every now and again id watch gay furry porn cause somehow it didn't turn me off but turned me on instead cause the furries were so feminine they were like women with dicks, which got me into trans porn and now i get turned on by cross dressing, though i dont do it often and i dont go overboard about it. I cant remember how but I came across furry porn and started watching that. I used to watch porn and still remained straight. Preferably a woman who'll be really rough and dominant, but really passionate and romantic with me. I wasn't homophobic and I was always a defender of lgbt rights even before I turned gay. I came to a realisation today and just felt like sharing it.
